Optimistic & Dumpling

it’s been a good 2 weeks. the pain is less & i’m moving forward.

the thought of a friendship w/ you is still blank & dark, and don’t blame me for feeling that way.

to be cheated & lied to, twice for the first & dozens for the second, are enough grounds for me to ignore you for years. 

i’m not mad, seriously. just disappointed, for years of proving yourself worthy & better are gone to waste once again. you chose the path to become the ultimate a**hole & you’re loving every minute of it. 

so now, what i ask only from you is simple. feel the wounds you’ve created for me. 

for you to be honest w/ yourself would be a burden. to be even true & trustworthy would be hell. but i still wish the best for you.

lastly, i won’t be there when you start regretting & apologizing. i’ve accepted the fact that people like you do exist.

to trust & love again would be difficult for me. might take years to find love again. but i thank the people around me, whom you refer to as the enemy, for they give me hope. the people i see each day, the acts of kindness i witness and the effort people do to prove their beliefs are enough to keep me hopeful & optimistic.

thank you for opening my eyes to your genuine self. our history of 10 years might have the best & worst of times. no regrets. all are memories & lessons earned. 

time told, fate decided. i’ve quit you.